Yesterday ....
... Basic functions were order of the day .... stayed in all day ... no fresh air ... not even for a few minutes out the door ... in the same clothes for too long ...
Today ...
While I am waiting for the hot water to heat up a bit more to catch up on the daily rituals and to get in fresh clothing ... use the time wisely and write in my entry on my continual battle in this muddle of a home ...
Today ... more work on the organisation of my paperwork ... particularly with the mixed bag of the usual with unusual paperwork from that time and unable to do the rituals of the paperwork while my late husband lived his final days with me ... It is finding my way and structure again ... the volume is a lot less ... more strife ... more clutter comes through the door that I did not need at that time or since and said so ...
Simplistic is the order of my life now ...
And unfortunately ... doing exams brings more certificates and paperwork ... and all the policies I have to read with my new training and volunteering ... yes good clutter ... but to keep track of these pristine new ones ... is as to why I'm attempting to accept this good clutter in the paper work ... straight into a special acid free Display book when it arrives .... and keep track of with the new good clutter ... and all these new opportunities that come with it creating new options ....
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