Functionality in the

norm the focus with the spills of ills... hurting me. At last with the cheat side of cooking ... I can rumble in the tummy grumbles ... 

A stroll out to top up the final bit of utilities to wander away from here a while. The new perspective on returning ... I already have ideas to action ... the paperwork neat to travel to its new abode ... 

The days in turn

from arduous to sedate I hope ... the worn in mind to peace in the tumultuous rucked up dilemma ... a countdown well under way ... the fit of functions past into present days 

The odd

but compelling film ... watched yesterday ... not really the one to watch for the feel better factor ...

One finds that with time, this film was not going to have any hope for the protagonist... I needed a lot of faith in hope yesterday, wrong film for the time ... 

The necessity done

back already from my very early health check up appointment. The hunt for a manual BP ma home kept me waiting ages! 

The shopping been done. The foodies to save preps and entice the appetite... The chemist usual was not open yet. The market  in the process of being set up ... 

Now another cosy in snuggle rest to cope with tomorrow's schedule ....

The wind spiral

spinning well today ....the time for a commuter appointment again ... the difference in allocating times within a doctors surgery ... on getting the same appointment... 

At least I am not travelling to Sussex today .... the original appointment that would have caused unnecessary hardship .... 

The spectacular

stupidity that happens in these times.  The so obvious I don't see. At least I am dosed up on a more restful day ... last night I was oblivious as happened several times in this week last alone ... 

At least the penny dropped is noticed more ... 

A little goes away ... 

A rudimentary

time this day. The unfurl back from the time bomb that still lurks in the background... the agitation making way for adulation in thy senses ... 

The intermix of movies and magical moments in the tranquility hard to see or find here. 

Coming back to the

world again ... some much needed time in the air outside for a tad ... or at least different environments without thinking about the past awhile.  

And my sister is at the cinema tomorrow evening... she is so predictable, the latest film out. When I happen to see it advertised, I knew she be seeing it ... ! 

I am still not that far in the world. A lot of movies not seen in a time, when movies too, once watched sooner than is done these days. 

A lot of plans with a daughter forthwith. One of them a trip to the cinema together, here if I'm up to it. A long birthday weekend of mine in the summer up North, with a day trip to Wales maybe?  All depends on how things are. The plans adaptable as is usual to take in my moods. 

Carried away

... one February Friday within the surround ... I was too tired to cook. A spontaneous takeaway was on order ... a type of food I used to love; until I became pregnant ... Only recently have I enjoyed that food again ... 

I am not sure why I went off that type of it. Maybe it was the fact while in attendance of a male midwife one shift one evening, one other February who advised the best type of local food to have for hubby to eat ... while I was in labour! 

The experience of staff in all that I was experiencing... and kin needing nourishment and rest too .... 

Our baby would not arrive. As per usual in those times one is admitted into hospital to be helped along ... I think we know when there is a reason for this. Our daughter was bright before entering the world. She knew she would be in for a difficult time to enter it. We were in the right place for the emergency caesarean that was to be ...  

Entering the bedroom

is a difference experience this week ... the task on my bed area continues and I see the benefits. The eagerness now with the knowledge only in the slow will it be fruitful. 

The tasks that are quick combined with the slowest organisation in that I have done. The dividends that it looks more likely to fall into place and stay the way I keep it. 

A reason I might never be able to live with another again ! 

Mind sort of

in joyous overload ... I made what I call an itinerary list of the items for the kin, though it does not seem the right word... however that is a tiny matter in the array of items put on hold for general dispersing ..

The kin getting first refusal ... most items are easy .... our sons wedding album and other items I will never have the need of now ... a set of boxed crystal glasses, the rare things still not damaged from the theft of a time in transit damage for an item a thief was after ... 

The time in the distant past of the various thefts over the years at different locations and in homes past ... 

And the transit of goods ... 

Aside from the fact of destroyed in overcramped conditions of lack of air .... The home disrupted by a poorly mind ... 

Those who say the anxious feelings I have are in the mind or what have you .... things actually do happen ... 

Another February in month

a very special month for the birth of a daughter many seasons back now in the last millennia ...   

... the seasons of winter hibernation bursting forth with new buds, including my own family. The home I left one month. The next month of March travelling back with a new born, whose rosy cheeks wobbled on this one vey special in particular occasion of our life, on that very first journey taken home by car.!