Able to enjoy the work ...

... and progress on the de-cluttering I had done prior to this month of October, that is fast coming to an end itself ... It is lovely to feel the space even more around me ... I cannot stand the doors to a room being shut ... I would suit an open plan home now, although that is a safety issue in itself .. The home I currently reside in, is the first time I been in a standard home where there are fifteen of them one and the same and the other fifteen are the opposite of the design layout ... 

A Bit of a Spring Clean ...

over the weekend which I probably should not have done ... with the Monday I had to deal with that followed ... I feel sometimes people forget you need to live the now ... while I deal with the left overs of the past ... that now I feel I should not keep having to remember ... Time has moved on ... I do not wish to be constantly reminded ... when it is relentless enough ...

Medical Appointments 

Planned and unplanned ... been working on all those appointments in life to keep our well being in order originally alongside the clearing of my home ... and then earlier this month had unexpected ones thrown in for good measure ... which has disrupted the de-clutter ... 

I probably did too much ...

over the weekend ... but the frustrations of resting and the environment around me is difficult at the best of times ... I achieved some more tasks on the home ... which is a step further to moving on from it all ... 

Out and About ... In and Out ... Staying in ...

are all my conflicts ... the old routines lost in the new routines as we were neglected by the robust initial assessment that should have been put in place as a matter of course ... the new with the old ... and now my new old routines again which is refreshing as time moves on and I am re-claimimg my life as was ... albeit a lot older and now alone ... and will never ever be the same me again ... 

And all this ... if ... I can follow my own thoughts ...

Three stages to the next step ...

for a lot has happened since I last posted on this blog ... indeed ... I had such a relentless time of it just as I was getting into the swing of the clearing the final part and finally being left alone to do so ... my way ...

However with first one health issue following on with the next and several doctors nurses and paramedics and one outstanding pharmacist later ... we have made plans for the next stage in my recovery, on from recovering from the recent physical ill health ...

After discovering what is going on in my body, I will be making some plans to have some much needed rest and recovery time ... and then putting in place a solution or few to get a bit more speedy resolution to my environment ... to get a quality of life back that is rather lacking ... for things to fall into place more ...