More and More

and More it goes on the more frustrating it gets ... fortunately some suggestions are being thought of and those who need to know ... know of this ... 

We shall see what a task master I can be, in blasting the clutter away and getting to Kernow ... My daughter is excited about the prospect. She is very laid back ... in fact she would not have batted an eyelid on her surprise visit to me earlier this month if I had had someone with me at that time ... such is her realisation I now have a very different life now ... doing what I am known for my those who know me ...

She will go with the flow ... which is what we both tend to do ... 

staying to task

In catching up with emails etc ... 

And structure ... With being erratically unwell exacerbates this ... Back to email replies in the night ... Gets it out the way ... I like buses had a lot of emails and contacts all come at once ... whilst hooked up to all these machines they have when an ambulance comes to you in these instances of ... Suspected chest pain etc ... 

One phone call to make tomorrow and I will be on top of it ... Another reason I keep things to a minimum in life now ... Some of these contacts will one day be past  ... As I move on from a care package ...

Spending Time Eslewhere ...

at the present ... Waiting rooms and areas ... More waiting rooms ... seen more stethoscopes in use sticky adhesive residue ... Countless needles for blood tests and cuffs around my arm than ever seen in that period of isolation ... 

Consequently my time is with my health solution to put an end to these waiting areas and a rest away would heed a speedier coping system with the rest of the finishing touches to the home ...

And the solution ideas sister starting researching when really unwell ... before we realised what was going on with the inside workings of my body ... ready for me to have a look when able to 

De-Cluttering My In Box etc ...

My sister being the tech queen in our immediate family advised me to keep my devices from slowing down ... I have introduced this into my paperwork time ... regularly ... although electronically is more fun for me ... post hoarding time ... 

I have had an interesting time as with most things; consistently learning and enjoying the realisation of what technology can do ... and as with all my ideas; things it could help to include ...

Although frustrations can set in with daughter not here to help if I get stuck ... learning by yourself is a lot of fun too ... especially the elation of achieving yourself

This is the fun side of de-cluttering ... it is not overwhelming ... it is all contained in a different kind of mystery to me ...

The Legacy for One ...

Again today ... could only keep on top of the daily build ups ... which is leading to concerns it is to much for one ... with recent physical ill health within the nearest and dearest ... 

Solutions 

I am studying the research my sister started when I was really unwell ... It will mean costs ... the legacy of hoarding to me ... is more than money 

A Surprise Trip Home from Uni ...

this weekend meant I could offload some items from the home with daughter scouting the home for me ... 

• Half price winter boots 
• Photo in a frame of a young daughter in the New Forest
• Item of her Dad's
• Something her Dad put in her school bag many years ago to open at lunchtime on her birthday 
• Nail Polish for them all to use ... especially for the drama get ups ... drag stuff at panto time etc

The only thing I usually send back goodies for all the housemates to enjoy. I was not expecting them, although usually have items in ... lack of appetite and more meant not have things in as usual ...

Interrupted this last week

on my plans which is never conducive to this recovery ... I should be on my way to see family ... I am not impressed ... staff get holidays ... I need a rest from this place ... I usually get away out of season ... I have not done so this year ... 

And it is most forgotten that relentless time without holidays ... and respite in my carers role 24/7 ... for a very very long while ...