... the power of will kicking in to replenish these moments.
Taking time to rest and realising there is nearly another years worth of clutter. This time instead on the network of airwaves in the virtual world reaching most corners of the earth ... besides all else that is in the cloud or hard ware ...
The unearthing of time in belongings from muddle to tidy ...
The chuckles in old photos and history. The frustrations of unnecessary time and energy wasted. The strength of mind too in not moving things to one place then another.
All the different ways people deal with this speak in my mind.
The observations made on the time briefly spent with me that the behaviour continued long after ... of certain life style things I was doing .
Myself noticing my shopping for food behaviour. The use still of what I do around here. The other thing that is dwindling ... unless I get too low in mood.
The clothes and shoes style in change. My hair ... the fact I wore eye shadow for the first time in many moons albeit applied from the unused palette of colours of my daughter's, by my daughter, on the day of the most recent funeral ...
I did not recognise myself ... It is like that ... When a photo is taken, it is like looking at someone else all the time ... Where did that time go?
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